Today i am ready to tell about my so called " CRAPPY MOOD ". Yesterday was
my stinky day, we were pretty in a bit of a tizzy because we had to ship 100
computers to Mexico, we have been working on this deal for a week. The
shipment had to be shipped out yesterday and we are short 3 computers. We
had to send an employee to get the remaining computers from our source. When
he came back, we still had to configure the machines. I Have a little bit of
knowledge on how to configure computers , so i did it. The only
unacceptable thing for me is when i am working on one thing you can’t
give me another task or you’re gonna experience how bad tempered i can be,
even worse is giving me two task at a time. I am not a slow learner but i’d
rather not try to do several things at one time, I just don’t wanna do it
when i am being pressured. I did the three computers, i still have to encode
the serial numbers, country of origin and the brands. Encoding a serial
number is not that easy, I can’t be wrong because it’s going to Mexico and
has to pass the border and if there is a problem, they can hold the items.
If it gets stuck at the border we will lose our money and we’re talking of
one hundred computers.
Relating to the Mexico deal, we have been
planning our next vacation from
the profits. We were talking about the
places that we will go to, and i
got irritated because the last time he
went there it was with his late
fiancee and he keep mentioning her name.
Here comes my so called "CRAPPY " again. This time I am reasonable,
MOOD
don’t ya think? I think I am. I
didn’t talk to him all night. The next
morning I didn’t go with him to work.
Every time we get into little fights I
stay at home and chat later
throughout the day. We chatted that next day, I
told him why I got mad
earlier that night and now we are completely fine, we
been laughing at the
pool table at the strip club next door and have some
drinks and suddenly I
am not talking to him. One thing you’ll dislike about
me is that I will
not talk whenever i am mad. I am doing this because i
don’t want to provoke my
emotions. I told him that if he is not ready to
move on yet with his life,
then just tell me. I emphasized to him that I am
willing to give up on the
subject, one thing you have to know is " I am his
drama queen ". I know he
completely over her because I never seen him
visited her grave (even one
time). I know she always has a place in his
heart but that doesn’t mean
anything to him. She is part of his past and
that is always in his past.
"The only
way to forget is to accept and the only way to move on is
to look
ahead and let the footprints of the past be blown by the
wind of
time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance
of life
and hopefully never get lost again."
That’s for sure, he found me……
